Oliver James Parkinson

is anything worth waiting for? things should find us.
if that is answers, questions or love, we should not search. something discovered is better than something expected. mystery is what makes us ourselves. without it we would be lost, however mystery is hurtful as i know too well. i just need to control the mysteries in my head. i have little views or strong oppinions on life issues making me farely naive but i dont mind. i focus more on music and rugby than that anyway. i have never been pro/against many things and so i sit as a neutral in most if not all arguments. i like this though, this way i avoid confrontation most of the time. i hold my head high around people but that is probably to hide my own insecurities (its true we all have a few) cause it drops as quickly as it rises when im alone. i am in love with my beautiful Soph and i feel that she is the only person i can fully understand and who understands me and can make me truly happy just by talking to me. i love her.

my idols are Jason Mraz, James "The Reverend Bartholemew Plaugue" Sullivan (R.I.P) and Jonny Wilkinson. i look up to these people. i wish to achieve just a fraction of what they have achieved.

i want to be in a band that could fill an arena like this. just looking at it makes me shiver and want to be on the stage.

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