illnesses

i am ill. i have throbbing headaches, a really heavy head, swollen sinuses, im tired and i cant eat without feeling really sick after. i have been like this for like 15/16 days now, since new years actually. i dont know whats up but im just not getting better really at all. mum thinks its cause i have a virus of some sort, but i think its something else. however, i hate the doctors and the idea of chemicals/drugs sitting inside me so i am just going to sit this one out for as long as it takes. i just hope that i have nothing too serious. i’d hate to be dragged to A and E for some treatment cause the idea of all the millions of chemicals and drugs in that place makes me gag.

over and out.